Promises

Yesterday I was pondering God's promises. 

And our journey. 

And how our little babies will be here in 22 days or less. 

And how surreal that feels. 

And the tears we've cried...happy and heart breaking ones.

And the hopefulness.

And the hopelessness.

And the scare we had in October that landed us in the hospital...and how our babies came so close to making their arrival then.  And how dangerous that could have been...

And ultimately how all along God has promised us these little girls.  But we didn't always believe it.  Even in our disbelief that promise has always been there.  It never went away.  We just didn't always see it.  We were scared and heart broken.  We were sad and hopeless.

Dr. Key told us yesterday that we have new goals...by tomorrow their danger begins to go down, the days they will have to be in NICU begin to decrease...

By next week they will only have a couple of days of NICU ahead of them...

By November 20th they will more than likely get to go home with us!  That's our new goal.  And the added bonus...Dr. Key will be back by then!

He also told us...

"Your Faith is such a big part of why this is working..."

"You give me strength...what you have been able to accomplish..."

Him and I both teared up when we talked about the Dr. Seuss book he recommended.

When Ronnie came in he said to her, "I want to clone these two people,"...

We're walking God's promise...and our little girls will be here soon!  He said he would not let me go past the 28th of November because my body cannot handle it...babies are coming soon!