We cling

We cling to Jesus right now. We don't always know what that looks like and we don't always have hope but the one thing we have not let go of on this journey of infertility is Jesus. Sure, we've been mad at him, confused, hurt, and angered. But despite all that pain and all of those emotions we cling to him. He's all we have because he is the one who can make us mommy and daddy, he is the creator of life, the life we so badly yearn for. He is the only one who can fill our empty aching arms. He can make a way for adoption when we see no way, he can create life when we can't wrap our minds around the dream anymore. We cling to each other and as we cling we remember that our love is an example of just a piece of the depth of love Jesus has for us. In the midst of today, this step in the journey, we cling just a little tighter so we can know that the hold won't end, that the cling will stay. Our clinging brings comfort of arms around us, comfort of love, comfort never ending, comfort we need.