Sadness...

When we went for our 3rd treatment it was the same drill as the second one because we were there on a Sunday...meet the lab personell at 8am, go through the secret passage to the lab, wait your turn to check in. It was the same guy in the lab...we've always had someone different, so I was surprised to see the same guy. But the sad part...the same other couple was there also. That means it didn't work for them either:( Sadness. I was overwhelmed with it. Two couples, the same disappointment and pain. Two failed treatments. Two Sunday trips to Mayo. Two tries again. Two sets of hope that this will be the month. We don't talk to each other. The walk is silent, the wait in the waiting rooms is silent. It's almost embarrassing. It makes you feel a little self concious...this couple that we have so much in common with, yet we don't want to know. It's weird and it's sad. Oh and she was dressed up...wait, I'm supposed to dress up for a fertility treatment? I thought the point was to relax and wear lounge yoga type pants...right? Haha, who knows, who cares! I was comfortable! She probably was too. We don't know their names but we know their faces, and we really really hope that neither them nor us are back next month, except for an ultra sound 3 weeks later to see the health of success!