Being Stressless...

We go to see the fertility Dr. on Thursday. It feels different this time. Earlier this year, when we found ourselves driving to Mayo for the very first time, we were filled with fear, hope, nerves, tears. We left hours before we needed to be there. We sat around a lot. We were overwhelmed. And did I mention terrified? This time though, we're pretty stress free. We are more focused on getting to go to Bozeman for 2 nights, away from church things that consume our lives. We'll forget about the Sunday sermon prep til Saturday, we'll have starbucks along the way (gasp...there is not a Starbucks in Bozeman...gasp), we'll try to relax. It feels so different. This time, I don't even have to map quest the Dr. office ahead of time, thanks to trusty smart phones! We know a little bit about what to expect this time, we know what we've been through, and we think we know what they will tell us...pretty much the same thing as Mayo but with a long distance spin added. We will more than likely have some pretty major decisions to make after or during this appointment. It all comes down to this folks, it's now or never. This is one more giant step on this journey. We'll pray and hold on tight to each other as we seek God for his plan for our family. We're hopeful and curious...can they really do fertility treatments for people living 265 miles away that have jobs that cannot be missed on random days (like Sunday or spur of the moment Tuesday and Thursdays)? Hmmm...