I'm sorry

Joel and I say we're sorry to each other constantly in the midst of our fear and sadness. It's not really a "we blame ourselves" sort of sorry. It's more a "I wish you didn't have to go through this" sort of sorry or a "I wish I could change this for you" sort of sorry. We hold each other and we let tears fall. We're holding on scared and lost and wandering...as if it's the end of a journey we were both so certain was part of God's plan.