We go for round 5 tomorrow, Friday May 27. There are 3 follicles this time...there have been 3 before. It seems like a good number. This time around it sort of feels like we are going through the motions, without all of the hoping. That's probably ok. I mean, somewhere inside of us there is hope, but there is also fear that if we start dreaming about 3 babies we will be crushed again. But we'll go tomorrow and we'll pray our hearts out that those 3 follicles can be fertilized and grow. A year ago or so I actually had a real dream about us having 3 babies. But to even write that ignites fear in me. Because I can hope the dream meant it will happen, but I have hoped that before.
We've had some hormone induced freak outs this go around...well, to be honest, we have them every time. But this time it seemed more intense. Joel would even call my cleaning frenzies hormone induced! But we are making it day by day!
There will probably be some car dancing on the ride down, cuz we *heart* dancing...party style or car style! And there will be coffee and waiting and probably napping. It's actually pretty low key...we might explore the Mayo underground subway level some more and look at our favorite art work there or simply people watch near the water indoor fall. We are nervous, scared and excited all in one. Tomorrow is gonna be the day...let it be, please Jesus, let it be.
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